my heart...(poem)

[XxXdemonaXxX]

why is it when my heart
is tattered and broken
someone tries to mend
what could be of this broken girl?
is there a love for me out there
or am i just dreaming....
i love the people that do so much damage to
me that i run back into there arms
when they are already holding someone
else....
but yet the person says he still loves me
why did i run to him?
why wouldnt the demon inside me
stop me.....why is she like that only to him?
he walked out on me called me
so many names yet i can say i love him
i dont know why maybe im confused
by the emptiness of my heart
im just to lonely that i need love
even if it comes in hate
i can say only one person capture my
heart like he once did
even though we're one thousand miles away
he makes me smile from the long
nights on the phone
just laughing about random things
of our daily lives
in this abyss in my chest where my
heart used to be
theres something that still beats...